THAT I CARED FOR ***

If i treated you like a king 
Don't be astonished... 
this is the least you should be treated as !!!! 


If i love you more then anything on this earth 
Don't be surprised...... 
this is the minimum you should get from me !!! 


If i value you more than my life 
Don't wonder...... 
this is the tiniest form of your worth!!!! 



If i give you all the happiness and take away all your saddness 
Don't appreciate...... 
this is what your existence demand!!!! 


If i could i could have loved you even after i die 
but i know its not possible 
but until i m alive 
until i breath 
until my soul is in my body 
i will love you 


THE DAY OF MY DEATH WILL BE MOST SADDENING FOR ME 
THAN FOR ANYONELSE 

THE FEAR OF LOSING

you say you have lost all the trust  :(

i don't know why you think it was just a lust

The purity of my love knows no bound,

you showed me to heaven and took me to the clouds  ^_^

But faith is something you never had in me

you stole my heart and now it beats ........ :(

Now i extend the hands which now bleeds,

i want to touch you but it has lost the feel .. :(

I call you back but you don't hear

for now i face the greatest fear   :(

Losing you left  my life dark

now all i see is a divine spark 

My love is still the same but the time is gone

a sense of pity highly grips on ... :'(

Living in the world with your love in my heart

and a little hope that we never part :( :( :):)

forever bye bye

A sleepless night weeps

where the tear touch the lips

the moon beam smiles

in the glimpse of the flashing eyes

the tussle of the dried leaves

blowing where the wind leads 

deep inside my heart i cry as i live

every moment away from you as the vision i believe

still i want you to stop me once

as i am ready to forget and forgive you for everything and give you again a chance 

the whole world and even time points you wrong

but still i am with you as i am love bound

I  know my words wont matter you nor they ever did

the amount of hatred you have for me speaks the truth indeed

that you played the fool with me

yet stupid enough to forgive

love was only when i cried for you

hate for me was every time in you

thus i decide to go away

for your smile i always went sway

controlled myself enough to take this decision  

and consoled that you will be forever in a happy destination

though far in another world of mine

i will stay happy with the fact you are in total peace every while

my love was not at with being together with you

but separate from you without you 

i no the feeling is much much more costlier and precious and pure which you never did value

IN THE MIDST OF MY HEART'S GARDEN

In life's enchanted garden

many blossom there to see

and in the center of them all

is heart's garden.

The blossom are the friendship 

we have encountered through the years

helped us through our trials

had us triumph in our fears

The wonders of the heart's tree

with roots stretched deep within

is the source that give us life

and cleansed us from all sin

With branches wide and outstretched

reach out wide to me and my world

to comfort our weary souls

from bondage , they set us free

So go to your enchanted garden

and there you are sure to find

A breath of life's purest air

which will calm your weary mind

thus trapped with nowhere to turn

life is changing beyond my control

causing the deep ache in the bottom of my soul

So silent and still.......

listening for god's will

hoping to hear him

The clown of life

I was once sad and lonely,

Having nobody to comfort me,

So I wore a mask that always smiled;

To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends;

With my mask, I was one of them.

But deep inside, I still felt empty,

Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night

For I designed my mask to hide the lies.

Nobody could see the pain I was feeling

For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears

And behind all the comfort were the fears.

Everything you think you see,

Wasn't everything there was to me.

Day by day,I was slowly dying.

I couldn't go on,

There was something missing..

Until now I'm still searching

For the thing that'll stop my crying.

For someone who'll erase my fears,

For the person who'll wipe my tears.

But till then I'll keep on smiling.

Hiding behind this mask I'm wearing.

Hoping one day I can smile,

Till then, I'll be here.. waiting.